lovely skies
guess where will i be with san and hak feb 2010? (:
freedom in her soul at 7:11:00 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
happy 21st birthday chee.min!
it has been a long time since all of us got together.. glad to see everyone's still the same after 5 years.. (:
we're gg spore airshow this sun! yays
i've been hearing good news from many friends. congrats to all of them and continue to jiayou!!
please please please let me repeat history tomorrow...
freedom in her soul at 10:06:00 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
just want to thank some people here.
yee.kai
for taking time to type out and send me some important pointers.
for calling me even though u reached home late to advise and help me.
for making me realise my flaws so that i can improve.
li.yang
for sharing ur experiences with me.
for all ur winning quotes.
for motivating me the night before.
for listening to my complaints after.
i couldn't have done it without u all. thanks for sharing ur info and experiences. it might not
mean much to u but it definately meant a lot to me. thanksthanks (:
and of coz to mag, kwan.rong, steph and cherie for listening to me bitch about the whole ordeal over and over again.
after today, i really learnt a lot about myself. all i can say for now is that i will be better
prepared for it next time.
watched p.s. i love you and realised that life really dun stop for anyone. while u are busy getting over urself, others might have already moved on to further lands and
greener pastures. there are other things in life that awaits u, so stop regreting and starting living.
although my valentine's day started off badly, it ended well and sweet for me. (: thankyou
yee.kai
for taking time to type out and send me some important pointers.
for calling me even though u reached home late to advise and help me.
for making me realise my flaws so that i can improve.
li.yang
for sharing ur experiences with me.
for all ur winning quotes.
for motivating me the night before.
for listening to my complaints after.
i couldn't have done it without u all. thanks for sharing ur info and experiences. it might not
mean much to u but it definately meant a lot to me. thanksthanks (:
and of coz to mag, kwan.rong, steph and cherie for listening to me bitch about the whole ordeal over and over again.
after today, i really learnt a lot about myself. all i can say for now is that i will be better
prepared for it next time.
watched p.s. i love you and realised that life really dun stop for anyone. while u are busy getting over urself, others might have already moved on to further lands and
greener pastures. there are other things in life that awaits u, so stop regreting and starting living.
although my valentine's day started off badly, it ended well and sweet for me. (: thankyou
freedom in her soul at 2:47:00 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
tcc @ circular road is officially my fave tcc outlet (:
the dark devotion is simply heavenly..
random musings-
unfruitful shopping trip for me today. everyone bought something except me! roars.
blogging with a mac is frustrating!
ntu open is next sat. super stressed! kiang.mai.kay.kiang. (repeat X10)
we're alr in week4! readings starting to snowball.. sians.
"no one can tell the future ... as they cannot even tell us the present"
- R. Feynman
the dark devotion is simply heavenly..
random musings-
unfruitful shopping trip for me today. everyone bought something except me! roars.
blogging with a mac is frustrating!
ntu open is next sat. super stressed! kiang.mai.kay.kiang. (repeat X10)
we're alr in week4! readings starting to snowball.. sians.
"no one can tell the future ... as they cannot even tell us the present"
- R. Feynman
freedom in her soul at 1:37:00 AM
Monday, February 04, 2008
Hate Me - Blue October
message on voicemail:] Hi Justin! This is your mother. It is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya and take care honey. I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you x3
freedom in her soul at 1:41:00 AM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
introducing the characters..
yee.kai
ger.lynn
je.ron
jian.hua
lind.say
and we decided to watch a movie..
this is a clue to what movie we watched
sweeney todd
guess we won't be eating meat pies for a very long time..
as usual, a final group shot (:
p.s. i'm a professional procastinator (:
yee.kai
ger.lynn
je.ron
jian.hua
lind.say
and we decided to watch a movie..
this is a clue to what movie we watched
sweeney todd
guess we won't be eating meat pies for a very long time..
as usual, a final group shot (:
p.s. i'm a professional procastinator (:
freedom in her soul at 11:43:00 PM
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