Monday, April 30, 2007
i create a little routine (ritual if you may) for myself.whenever i'm feeling extremely angry (like today), i would type out all my frustrations and anger on microsoft word. print, quit (dun save), have a good look at it den burn.it feels good, seeing your anger all gone in flames, burning slowly yet surely, brightening up the late night. all burnt away.den take a few deep breaths and eat something sweet to chase away the remaining bitterness.tada! no more angry! (at least temporary) (:i'm such a type c person that scare myself sometimes.
freedom in her soul at 1:06:00 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
i just baked a cake with my mum! now i ate so much cake i'm about to burst!argh! totally unproductive!! so much for going home early to study..
i love going to the airport.
so many people from different countries, so much emotions floating around..
sweets with my sweet
finally to everyone still mugging for exams..
i will start celebrating tmr, 11am. yayyyyyyy!!!
freedom in her soul at 10:29:00 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
there is never "objective history" but "objective history FOR". that is wad i learn from the 1st lecture of nation building and for some reason, it seems to fit to our everyday lives. everyday we are creating history for somebody esle. history that glorifies ourselves and belittles our opponents. afterall, noone likes to be casted in bad light nor admit that he/she is wrong. and in order to do that, we would have to withhold some truths and exggerate some falses. all our actions tell us of ulterior motives one hopes to achieve.but my questions are, "for who?" and "for what?"what do we gain from putting people down? increase self-worth? confidence? or simply, for reverge? would it be better if we could stop, take a step back and reflect?then, you may find that communication is the key to create understanding.a little lack of communication will result in a whole series of misunderstandings.so people, please communicate!
freedom in her soul at 2:09:00 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
feels like forgeting about my ego and superego and giving in to my id. all these libidinal energy is making me so tired, so blind.i feel like taking this never ending bus trip to nowherewhere there are no expectations, no pressures.the whole journey just thinking about nothing.but once the bus reaches your stop, reality sets inharsh realities of never ending stress and tension.and you would have no reason not to alightbecause that is life, it's your destinythen again everyone have their own ups and downs.i believe there is nothing like painting my nails, reading and watching tv that cant solve it.but for today, just let me crash and burn.yep, tomorrow i will be okay.
freedom in her soul at 11:36:00 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
fear
stems from not understanding what that is feared - the unknown.
seek to embrace fear. understand the unknown.
and you can be truly fearless.
freedom in her soul at 2:10:00 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
i'm now at a new found place in school to go to with a lappy. my timetable for this sem is really sucky. my lunchtime crash with almost everyone esle. so much for planning timetables together.. ): maybe things will be better if i got stayed in school for next sem.unwilling to start studying for my test on wed, i decide to upload some totally random pics..
while doing video for our "wonderful" pehno proj
mahjong session at joshua's
horribles while collecting my a levels' cert (finally)
my toilet partner's partner
u will never guess what are we doing then..
anyway! dearie's gonna go taiwan for tour this thur! so lucky!! i wanna go travelling too.. ):
freedom in her soul at 3:22:00 PM