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freedom in her soul at 11:16:00 PM
fear the sky
another must-watch guys
freedom in her soul at 11:12:00 PM
Friday, July 29, 2005
forever
continuing or lasting for all future time
forever
a complex number. imaginary number. =>does not exist. :. not real
forever
mean nuthing more than the smiley faces behind the 'iloveyous'
forever
is too long to say
4months
freedom in her soul at 12:21:00 AM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
just finish doing my gp hmwk. realise still got so much hmwk to do! chem tut, maths papers, bio tys qn, maths peer tutoring.. the list goes on and on... i wonder how can i get any real studying done with all these hmwk left undone. haiz..
gossip is unfair. it is condemnation without a trial.
gossip is unfair. it is condemnation without a trial.
freedom in her soul at 11:35:00 PM
"you've been chosen to go to the island.."
it is realli a very nice show.. lots of action. good plot. some funny parts. good-looking actor and actress. total woAh factor. haha
okie go watch it guys!
dun they look good together? woo..
freedom in her soul at 2:51:00 AM
s05 girls.. in the toilet
freedom in her soul at 2:08:00 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
just finish reading harry potter. spent 11hr and 5 min.. now kinda tired. mentally still trying to absorb the storyline.. my eyes also tired. think my degree increase liao. on man.. can say the story is getting darker. and sader. and of course she ended off the book with readers getting hopeful and dying to read her next book.. dun really like this book. too sad..
freedom in her soul at 1:51:00 AM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
sometimes.. distance and space doesnt matter..
freedom in her soul at 11:01:00 PM
we got 1ST! [inter-cca db]
freedom in her soul at 10:49:00 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
OMG! so many pple in my hse!! some of my younger cousins who i haven seen in yrs but have no wish in seeing again. raiding my room, demanding to play on the ps2, playing on my piano
yeah tell me i'm selfish but i'm very possessive over my serverely-out-of-tune, decade-old, give-ppl-also-dun-wan piano.
*fake big smiles* ^_______^ *hearty laughter* HA-HA-HA "oh u are so tall now! so pretty! where u studying now? u look like ur aunt! aiyo u are even taller den me! got bf or not?oh! so tall! i remb when u are young.. " yadayada.. feels like i'm an animal trapped in my room aka cage.
*big fake smiles* bye-bye! *wavewave* "say byebye to jiejie, byebye to auntie!"
(door closes) *PHEW* show's over!
i should be the worst host ever- haha
yeah tell me i'm selfish but i'm very possessive over my serverely-out-of-tune, decade-old, give-ppl-also-dun-wan piano.
*fake big smiles* ^_______^ *hearty laughter* HA-HA-HA "oh u are so tall now! so pretty! where u studying now? u look like ur aunt! aiyo u are even taller den me! got bf or not?oh! so tall! i remb when u are young.. " yadayada.. feels like i'm an animal trapped in my room aka cage.
*big fake smiles* bye-bye! *wavewave* "say byebye to jiejie, byebye to auntie!"
(door closes) *PHEW* show's over!
i should be the worst host ever- haha
freedom in her soul at 10:26:00 PM
freedom in her soul at 9:52:00 PM
emotionally drained. like there is so much things to think and feel and so much left unsaid.
during the bus ride, i really thought a lot. hearing things that i've been trying to deny to myself. what u said is not wrong. but i just can't bring myself to accept it. haiz i dunno..
going to my bro's grad dinner later. didnt go the ceremony this morning. can't imagine myself in my grad gown thingy.
dun understand why adults can be so childish as to crash the dates of 2 dinners together. what is there to celebrate for the arrival of my cousin from indonesia to spore? i dun see such a warm welcome for my another cousin.
"who is she? why muz have a dinner for her leh?"
"she is lee kuan yew's last daughter so muz grand a bit ma."
"huh?!" (shocked in disbelief)
it took me a few sec before i realise my mum is being sacastic. now i noe where i get the sacastic gene from.
" but love is not ideal. i guess that everyone's defination of love n relationship is diff. that's y pple get hurt in the process of lovng. but that doesnt mean they are wrong or that they didnt love enuff. it's just diff. it's like in drama serial, shld the guy let the ger go because he love her too much or shld he fight for his love? "
during the bus ride, i really thought a lot. hearing things that i've been trying to deny to myself. what u said is not wrong. but i just can't bring myself to accept it. haiz i dunno..
going to my bro's grad dinner later. didnt go the ceremony this morning. can't imagine myself in my grad gown thingy.
dun understand why adults can be so childish as to crash the dates of 2 dinners together. what is there to celebrate for the arrival of my cousin from indonesia to spore? i dun see such a warm welcome for my another cousin.
"who is she? why muz have a dinner for her leh?"
"she is lee kuan yew's last daughter so muz grand a bit ma."
"huh?!" (shocked in disbelief)
it took me a few sec before i realise my mum is being sacastic. now i noe where i get the sacastic gene from.
" but love is not ideal. i guess that everyone's defination of love n relationship is diff. that's y pple get hurt in the process of lovng. but that doesnt mean they are wrong or that they didnt love enuff. it's just diff. it's like in drama serial, shld the guy let the ger go because he love her too much or shld he fight for his love? "
freedom in her soul at 2:21:00 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
i just realised that i act didnt fail my maths. i got 45.5 - so that's an E. dunno why keep thinking it's an O.. haiz.. anyway so my grades are FED haha that looks so much nice! 
'chose' my jie dan renS today. not the ppl i wanted. but wad can do? it's funny that a lot of j1s wanna be ssc, everyone esle belittles it. but aiya also dun really care le la. got pple can le la! haha so gotta get ready my presentS. heex
'chose' my jie dan renS today. not the ppl i wanted. but wad can do? it's funny that a lot of j1s wanna be ssc, everyone esle belittles it. but aiya also dun really care le la. got pple can le la! haha so gotta get ready my presentS. heex
freedom in her soul at 10:40:00 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
omg.. my com is down again! this time it is the monitor that is down. haiz.. down for 2 days le..
anyway got back most of my Fantastic and Outstanding marks haha (if u noe wad i mean..) even cy is shocked that i scored such results. haha anyway it's 'just the midyears'.. haha (try to console myself here.. 15 more weeks!)
sleep and remember.. my last lullaby..
anyway got back most of my Fantastic and Outstanding marks haha (if u noe wad i mean..) even cy is shocked that i scored such results. haha anyway it's 'just the midyears'.. haha (try to console myself here.. 15 more weeks!)
sleep and remember.. my last lullaby..
freedom in her soul at 11:29:00 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
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freedom in her soul at 11:59:00 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
was waken up by a phone call at erm.. 0607 this morning. yes AM. before the sun was up. even earlier den i have to on a school day. 
and who was the kind soul to give me a morning call? zhong ming. thanks for playing dare in 0607AM. haha
anyway had finally cleared out old clothes. now there are mountains of old clothes around my room.. dunno what to do with them. school starts tmr! omg.. i haven done my hmwk yet! maths, bio, chem (is there any?) sianx.. have to get use to the timetable again.. think will start doing after i get back from shopping! haha
and who was the kind soul to give me a morning call? zhong ming. thanks for playing dare in 0607AM. haha anyway had finally cleared out old clothes. now there are mountains of old clothes around my room.. dunno what to do with them. school starts tmr! omg.. i haven done my hmwk yet! maths, bio, chem (is there any?) sianx.. have to get use to the timetable again.. think will start doing after i get back from shopping! haha
freedom in her soul at 2:22:00 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
got this sms from sy earlier:
biquT2 A 992 i
992 no279q
2iHT 9>liI 2m2
(use a mirror to read)
haha i think it is very clever and funny hee..
anyway just bought a bag! hee i love shopping with my parents.. HEEx...
tmr shopping with ht (and maybe ker).. HEeX...
i love shopping! hEExHeeX...
recently i registered an account on ebay. can see how bored i was at home. anyway was 'window-shopping' on ebay. found so much stuff! at such a cheap price too! i mean like one (NEW) levis shirt is just $5 etcetc but the bad thing is seeing sth that u like! but not of ur size.. ArGh! haiz but not planning to buy/sell anything soon. prob with money transaction and stuff haha
anyway my eldest bro is gonna grad from nus this coming sun. my mum's gonna buy clothes for the occasion.. so i'm thinking why can't i? hahaHA but am in major money woes.. HAIz.. will think of sth.. like carwashing! hahahaha
biquT2 A 992 i
992 no279q
2iHT 9>liI 2m2
(use a mirror to read)
haha i think it is very clever and funny hee..
anyway just bought a bag! hee i love shopping with my parents.. HEEx...
tmr shopping with ht (and maybe ker).. HEeX...
i love shopping! hEExHeeX...
recently i registered an account on ebay. can see how bored i was at home. anyway was 'window-shopping' on ebay. found so much stuff! at such a cheap price too! i mean like one (NEW) levis shirt is just $5 etcetc but the bad thing is seeing sth that u like! but not of ur size.. ArGh! haiz but not planning to buy/sell anything soon. prob with money transaction and stuff haha
anyway my eldest bro is gonna grad from nus this coming sun. my mum's gonna buy clothes for the occasion.. so i'm thinking why can't i? hahaHA but am in major money woes.. HAIz.. will think of sth.. like carwashing! hahahaha
freedom in her soul at 11:54:00 PM
yest while i was in my parents car, the topic of car wash was suddenly brought up. initially it was on how my eldest bro was reluctant to wash his car den it was on how much, etc the petrol stations charged for washing of cars.
den suddenly *TiNG* an idea popped to my mind. why not i go wash cars?! haha laughable idea i know.. but i was thinking my brothers, neighbours.. small scale. haha den i can charge them $3-$4 per car. (the market price is $3-$6) haha
so today when my elder bro asked me to help him wash his car i jumped at the idea. washing cars actually isnt that difficult. i think the most difficult part is carry the water to the parking lot. the rest is just sponging the car with soap, washing the soap off, soap, water, soap, water.... ya just that. in 45 mins, the whole thing is done. it is actually quite fun too haha
i told my mum i would help dad wash his car. for free of coz! i can't possibly charge my dad! he DRIVES me to school everyday! den after gaining more experience, i would charge other ppl. but she said, "huh? u think pple will hire u to wash their cars with just 2 pails of water? they might as well go the petrol stations where they use hoses."
well okie.. back to drawing block.. but come on! i still think it is a good idea. i even have the theme song for it by christina aguilera and missy eillot, CARWASH
den suddenly *TiNG* an idea popped to my mind. why not i go wash cars?! haha laughable idea i know.. but i was thinking my brothers, neighbours.. small scale. haha den i can charge them $3-$4 per car. (the market price is $3-$6) haha
so today when my elder bro asked me to help him wash his car i jumped at the idea. washing cars actually isnt that difficult. i think the most difficult part is carry the water to the parking lot. the rest is just sponging the car with soap, washing the soap off, soap, water, soap, water.... ya just that. in 45 mins, the whole thing is done. it is actually quite fun too haha
i told my mum i would help dad wash his car. for free of coz! i can't possibly charge my dad! he DRIVES me to school everyday! den after gaining more experience, i would charge other ppl. but she said, "huh? u think pple will hire u to wash their cars with just 2 pails of water? they might as well go the petrol stations where they use hoses."
well okie.. back to drawing block.. but come on! i still think it is a good idea. i even have the theme song for it by christina aguilera and missy eillot, CARWASH
freedom in her soul at 5:28:00 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
EDISON
freedom in her soul at 11:54:00 PM
JAY
freedom in her soul at 11:54:00 PM
watched INITIAL D! haha it is a very nice show! even if u dun think u would like those car car shows, go watch it! coz the racing is really exciting! if not den watch it for jay or edison!! omg they racing that time is damn shuai lor.. haha
saw jesline and meifeng!! before that also saw fq and his frens. haha so jiao haha they also watching but at a earlier timeslot but we pushed it back in the end haha.. after movie we were like gushing over them lor haha
played pool. haha finally won my 1st match in like 6 months or so. haha pathetic rite? that stupid jj keep winning hee..
found a wallet! the ger actually put a slip of paper "pin no. xxxxxx" in her wallet with her atm card.. -_-" that's really kinda dumb. coz how can anyone take ur bank money without stealing ur card and knowing ur pin? den if the card being stolen isnt bad enuff still give ur pin?? is that dumb? but WE DIDNT TAKE HER BANK MONEY K! in fact we threw that paper away and drop her wallet in a postbox with her address attached.. if they postman dun wanna return it den it's really too bad. anyway since there is this return-lost-keys service, maybe they should run a lost-and-found service too hahaha
okie it's LATE!! omg! i'm typing rubbish! =)
saw jesline and meifeng!! before that also saw fq and his frens. haha so jiao haha they also watching but at a earlier timeslot but we pushed it back in the end haha.. after movie we were like gushing over them lor haha
played pool. haha finally won my 1st match in like 6 months or so. haha pathetic rite? that stupid jj keep winning hee..
found a wallet! the ger actually put a slip of paper "pin no. xxxxxx" in her wallet with her atm card.. -_-" that's really kinda dumb. coz how can anyone take ur bank money without stealing ur card and knowing ur pin? den if the card being stolen isnt bad enuff still give ur pin?? is that dumb? but WE DIDNT TAKE HER BANK MONEY K! in fact we threw that paper away and drop her wallet in a postbox with her address attached.. if they postman dun wanna return it den it's really too bad. anyway since there is this return-lost-keys service, maybe they should run a lost-and-found service too hahaha
okie it's LATE!! omg! i'm typing rubbish! =)
freedom in her soul at 4:50:00 AM
Friday, July 01, 2005
there is sth wrong with my tagboard! whenever i try to post stuff. they would say "You need to type something!" huh? like i nv type like that! or do they mean literally type "something".. -_- nah they can't be so lame.. oh man..
gonna watch initial D later!! yEp~ haha jj just call me to say dun need watch liao coz he dl the whole movie.. *hUmpH
gonna watch initial D later!! yEp~ haha jj just call me to say dun need watch liao coz he dl the whole movie.. *hUmpH
freedom in her soul at 12:41:00 PM
