Thursday, June 30, 2005

yesh.. midyrs are over!
freedom in her soul at 2:23:00 AM
haha i've finally got a new skin! but this is got to be the most complicated html i'ver even seen.. still trying to figure out some stuff. like how to shift the whole thing down a little.. how to remove the music. so everything's kinda still under construction.. haha anyway i got a new tagboard also so ya pls tag something haha thanksanyway finish paper liao! haha feel as though 'a's are over but i'm afraid it's just the begining! dotdot.. haiz okie kinda tired liao *yawn..duan le de xuan
freedom in her soul at 2:17:00 AM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
2 papers down and one more to go! WeE~ hard to believe that such a long hours of suffering and mugging (okie maybe not ThAT much) would end with a 2.5 hours paper. kinda unfair rite? anyway leaving only maths (my weakest subject excluding chem that quite erm.. considering i only take 3 sub..), it's like i'm on holiday liao haha 5 days holiday waiting for me!! wOoHoO! but will dread getting back the papers.. hope can get a AO.. or at least fail decently haha well as ht said dun fret over what results u will get. just relax and focus.. haha thanks girL! okei gotta get some studying done soon..
freedom in her soul at 1:10:00 PM

it like to move it move it. you like to MOVE IT!
freedom in her soul at 12:54:00 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
back! it has been some time since i went ht hse. i just love it. the bed. the soft toys. the atmosphere. the girl talk. and the 3 of us. haiz.. =) got some things of my chest. felt much better now haha collie likes me! i love collie too! heex..
freedom in her soul at 12:20:00 AM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
going to ht's later to eat dinner. now waiting to go haha. can't study. supposed to read finish organic chem today but can't concentrate. my mind keep drifting away.. anyway read finish eleven minutes today. starting on shopoholic. obivously i'm not studying a lot. haiz..wad u do speaks so loudly that i cannot hear wad u say.
freedom in her soul at 7:01:00 PM
once there is a delicate little cup belonging to a little girl. one day while filling the cup with hot water, the cup cracked and fell into pieces. the little girl was very sad as she loved the cup a lot and always drank from it. nevertheless she tried to fix the pieces together using a strong glue. finally after many days, she managed to piece everything together. although filled with cracks, the little girl still loved the cup that accompanied her a long time. being more fragil, the little girl took extra care of the cup but she still insisted on displaying the cup with other cups in the household. one day her friend came for a visit. unknowingly, the friend took the delicate cup and filled it with water. the glue holding the cup together dissolved and, once again, the cup fell into pieces. of course the girl is devastated and she tried to piece the cup together again. but from then onwards, she kept the cup in a special cupboard, away from other common-used cups. moral of the story: dun be so kay gan like the little girl
freedom in her soul at 2:24:00 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
haiz.. few more days to midyears and my panic is not surfacing yet.. haiz..anyway on my way home i went tpy library and on the 'just returned' shelf found 2 books which i'm looking for!! the 1st shopaholic book and eleven minutes haha really my day haha so now instead of studying bio i'm reading.. haha OMG I JUST RECEIVE THE SEC4 T-DAY DANCE VIDEO FROM HT (i noe u are reading it at this now haha)!!! hahaha thanks! wah really LOTS of memorises flooding back lor.. haiz.. so funny see the whole performance again.. haha but too bad the audience dun understand some of our private class joke (it's dance not dAnce, common SENSE etcetc) haha but they also got wah and oh.. when they start dancing haha some of their comments is really funny lor! hahaa oh MAN!!! so huai lian... but too bad they nv show the last part!!!! ArGHH~ hahaa nevertheless! i love everywhere.4e1!! u guys practise the dance for so long! remember we even ton at ht hse to practise? den everytime stay back in container clsroom.. always got scolded by singh for staying in sch. den once we full-dress den he tot u all are outsiders? haha OMG! haha it's just TOO nice! haha it's the way u make me feel..
freedom in her soul at 1:10:00 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005

view from gelare.. (if u see carefully can see us in the reflections.. anyway who took this pic?!)
freedom in her soul at 10:33:00 PM

chocolate waffle with vanilla ice cream!! yum~
freedom in her soul at 10:32:00 PM
oh shit, i'm dead. i'm like so dead canhaha that totally describe my feelings now.(anyway that is the design for my new ipod cover. haha) it's like i feel panicky deep down inside but it's not coming to the surface. ie i feel like i can feel the panic. (do u get wad i mean?? erm.. nVm) anyways, it is more of resignation den scared liao.. and pls pple please dun say things like 'aiya u study so much sure can make it de!' hello i study like nv study lor.. haiz..and when i FINALLY have the mood for studying today, the mac pple chase us away! *humpH so we end up walking at suntech and eating at gelare. waffles was NiCe!~ on the way back, while i took out my phone from my pocket, someone knock my elbow and my phone fleWWw and skided across the clean, smooth suntech floor. can say the moment the phone flew out of my hands, my heart flew out also. arGH~~ i DIAO the person but fq still say i smiled at her! *hUmpH haiz.. tired now.. maybe for once i would log off before 12am. wa-haa...i dun care wad they say, i'm loving u anyway (it's the way u make feel..)
freedom in her soul at 10:11:00 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
omg! my aunt just dropped by to give some stuff! scare me! wad an awkward scene.. me trying to make some small talk.. hmm talk abt my studies (the only common ground) etcetc haiz.. after hearing wad i've been telling myself for the past few days, my future is really every bleak.. esp my future in 5 months time!! =S i'm so dead.
freedom in her soul at 4:02:00 PM
school starts in exactly a week! & days!168 hours! and counting down.. so exicted! so xing fen! so happy! so looking forward! NOTomg! i can't believe it's only one WEEK left.. yest i look thru everything i've got to study and light dawn upon me.. (no it is not enlightenment) i realised... i so dead.. haha anyhowz.. sorta give up on my midyrs liao haha just try lor.. anyway the last week before all the mugging and 24 hrs of worrying start again, i wonder wad shld i do? i mean this is the only time to enjoy before the end of a's 5 months later (yip!) shld i (a) go out and shop and watch movies and just play! (b) slack at hm ZzzZ (c) study and MUG as much as i possbily can? haiz.. to be or not to be that's the question. hahalove is in her head but freedom is in her soul.MISUNDERSTOOD argh..
freedom in her soul at 3:11:00 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2005

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freedom in her soul at 3:18:00 AM

cine daytona (i'm 3rd!!~) haha
freedom in her soul at 3:14:00 AM
went orchard. finally bought a shirt! haiz.. saw so many things i wanna buy! but keep considering and hesitating! *angered* lindz, why like that.. haiz.. anyway went for dinner with my study buddies! took neoprints! haha it's the 1st time i laughed so much while taking neoprint lor.. the most disorganised also. haha so funny! (trying to kill this stupid mosqitoe which keep flying in front of the com.. rats)... anyway ate dao huay again! this time at the place where they sell yu tiao and shao bing. hmm i think the rocher rd one is better! coz they have cold dao huay! haha but they only sell dao huay la.. haha we sat there and talktalk while stuffing ourselves full with all the stuff we ordered. haha
freedom in her soul at 3:14:00 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005
omg i still can't find a decent blogskin after searching for a week! haiz..alcohol makes pple hungry. i'm hungry! hahai dun like to play hide and seek. coz i dun like to hide.i'm highly indecisive.thanks for letting me cry on ur shoulders. thanks for not asking questions. thanks for understanding. thanks for comforting me.thank who? thank YOU smiley face smiley face
freedom in her soul at 2:48:00 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005

wendy bday!! haha 4june2005
freedom in her soul at 1:45:00 AM

.. at the playground..
freedom in her soul at 1:45:00 AM

. : daytona :.
freedom in her soul at 1:44:00 AM

billy bombers BOOM! 28may2005
freedom in her soul at 1:43:00 AM

yx and me haha artistic ma?
freedom in her soul at 1:43:00 AM

cine cartel 14may2005
freedom in her soul at 1:31:00 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005

me and nessa - study buddies =)
freedom in her soul at 2:07:00 AM

my chanel paper bag haha
freedom in her soul at 2:05:00 AM
just realised that quite a lot of ppl read my blog. haha it's kinda scary and surprising considering that i blog irreagularly and it's mostly sad, complain-y stuff. haha ya so re-hi to u all esp ZHONG(spacing)MING haha anyway!! i finally studied today!!! WoAH~ **applause**haha 1st time i did anything since the hols. been slacking and going out the last 2 weeks. so now only 2 weeks left (actually only one week coz i have the 1st aid course next week) to midyears!! kinda heck care le but still.. i know i will be sad when the results come out but.. now it's kinda late talking abt that. and i got a VERY bad feeling that it will be the same case for my a's haha so now i shld fa fen tu qiang! yea~ haha yest while transfering all my documents from my laptop and old com to com, saw a lot of my photos which i haven looked at for... a long time. teachers' day, racial harmony, prom, jap exchange, prefects... kinda basking in all my memories, some long forgotten. sad that there are some photos that i nv developed from my friends.. like the prefect's camp that we organised and the last prefects' investiture. happy that i have such wonderful memories but sad that somethings can or will be only remain as memories. anyway after seeing the pics, i think that i look damn weird then. hahahaha another evidence that ppl can change a lot in just 2 years! haha blog. a place for personal attacks or a source of understanding?
freedom in her soul at 1:52:00 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
was at lor5 when i saw this scene: wife sitting. husband just close stall walk towards wife. throws money on the table W was sitting at. then sits at another table. back facing back to W. drinking beer, smoking and smsing while W waits.sets me thinking. wad's the use of getting married if the ending is gonna be like that? practically strangers living under the same roof, sharing the same bed. 2 people who can't even sit at the same table. who noes who the husband is smsing? potential mistress? but den again, it is really not any of my business and i can't be deciding if their marriage was a success or not. it was just a moment of hmm? curiousity? that i took their pic. kinda rude i guess.. but it was just kind of interesting.. i guess after last year, i get paranoid towards my stand of marriage.eating hot mash potato. my stomach's warm but my heart remains cold.
freedom in her soul at 2:03:00 AM

the book that i was and am still reading..
freedom in her soul at 1:37:00 AM

husband and wife..
freedom in her soul at 1:36:00 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
just home from eating dao huay!!! haha nice smooth and soft dao huay at geylang! with ht and her cls peeps! haha wad a funny bunch of pple! laugh a lot today. although i mostly just listen to them, they are such an entertaining bunch! haha can talk crap for hours to end and still manage to be so funny! haha u noe i really kinda envy them.. i like to talk crap and ppl who talk crap. hahaha!anyway feel kinda bad coz i'm suppose to meet ker.. but well circumstances...isn't it funny how a human mind works? ppl are always craving for wad they can't or shouldn't attain. purposely looking or hearing something that will hurt them. i wonder why they have to do this? why try make urself miserable? why break promises to urself? even this i dun understand..
freedom in her soul at 1:07:00 AM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005

at somerset mrt..
freedom in her soul at 1:57:00 PM

topshop fiting room (no! we are not taking pic of pple changing!) haha
freedom in her soul at 1:56:00 PM

me and ker on mrt home from wendy's
freedom in her soul at 1:54:00 PM

ht and zt wai(1) le! haha
freedom in her soul at 1:54:00 PM

listening to mp3 and disman at the same time
freedom in her soul at 1:53:00 PM

my present! a pillow case! pls read the fine print.. haha
freedom in her soul at 1:52:00 PM
okie haven been blogging for a while.. hmm quite a lot of things happenedodac camppulau ubin land ex. kallang sea ex. we made it to our destination!! amber light tower which is 14km away! haha although got a bit sea sick and was so tired, it was so fun!! back to sch. stamimania. at rockclimbling wall whole 4 hours. so sunny and hot! got sunburnt coz i nv put sunblock haha. obstacle course. year 2s play till very fun.campfire. a bit not so good but still very entertaining. yiba cheer. nite. year 2s ton, talk and eat. so fun!! sit test. hmm still haven choose my seasports pple. wah kinda sad that the camp is over. i mean afterall it is our last and major activity.. haiz.. got to know more abt odacians! although they are some sad and disappointing moments, happy and funny ones trump over. esp during the last night. that night i slept with sweet thoughts in my mind.. heex.. because of the camp, all the odacians suddenly became so close. talking on msn.. we are even planning a sentosa outing this sat! haha wendy's birthday
happy belated birthday! haha anyway went ot chervon (hmm?) so fun! we played hai tai quan with truth or dare (=S) but it was funny. keep on laughing. the guys bought bday present for us! so sweet of them! haha mag and germ bought volka and everyone drank while talking abt the past.. esp with my sisters. it's been a long time since we talked.. after that we got kinda high and went to play arcard. daytona. ddr. parapara. haha so funny all of us nv play before and we like spent a lot on that. but parapara is very fun! although we look kinda funny and no-skill de bu still manage to pass every stage! haha on the way they saw cm and his gf. i didnt see!! =S they say he's gonna be the next leo. i hope not. that night some awful things happened. was very sad. but ^_^ it's cleared. me she herwhole night shopped at wisma. still waiting to buy my levis top! argh~ last night
talked to zm abt some things. hmm.. makes me think a lot.. abt.. some things. haha it's a secret. okie should be studying now!~
freedom in her soul at 1:17:00 PM