Saturday, April 30, 2005
woke early. sch. they were saying to go for 3 star after a's. kinda interested. muz be the video we saw on 4 star. haha anyway we gotta take a first aid course first. will take it even if i'm going for 3 star. after lois' fall, guess it is impt to know first aid. treetop walk. nuthing much to see. plus so short. dunno who is the one who say 10km.. sch. long john at cs with odacians. pei huili to ntuc. took bus with denise. sat from tampines interchange to tpy interchange. library. borrowed a chinese book. omg muz be too tired or sth. winnie hse. sca meeting. so wierd. 5 of us only. same old problems. minutes to type. wondering how am i gonna cope. met timothy on my way home. he told me mum's gone overseas liao. now i noe why she was screaming yest. and i didnt even say bye. MAYDAYMAYDAY!!30 days, 4 weeks, 1 month.. that's how long..okie gotta go liao! meeting ht in half hour. haven change and everything yet!
freedom in her soul at 7:51:00 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005

kayaking group (clockwise) kimberly, cherin, instructors charles and darren, yiwei, me, changrong, feiqin, jinwei and boonyong(absent)
freedom in her soul at 12:09:00 AM

my 2 star!! *looks at it lovingly..* haha
freedom in her soul at 12:04:00 AM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
WaHaHa!! finally completed my 2 star kayaking course! so glad and relieve! *pHeW..today learn abt all the skills we should cover in 3 days. high, low recovery, sculling draw, rescue blah blah.. did the edging thingy at the 'lagoon'. all the water went into the dancer till my legs are half submerged. dunno wad is the spray deck used for. darren dun even let me capsize. can't paddle str with water all on one side of dancer. in the end always late in forming raft. rode a 'submarine' back to shore. went to sea to learn finish the skills. got free time so learn deep sea entry. cg too high, legs too long, too not flexible. keep falling off balance into the sea. 3 times at LeAsT. before we left, watch a video abt the 4 star training. they look so pro.. whole video wah here oh there. kinda envious but i surely wun go for 3 star! too advance liao haha! after the video still got ice-cream eat. courtesy of darren and charles (wAh you mei you gao cuo?!). damn CLUMSY today. cannot form raft (lagoon because of the water. sea because of the sculling draw thingy.), keep falling into the sea, keep knocking into ppl's kayaks, eat ice-cream also drip. in the end always get teased by others (esp the instructorS). haiz.. really not my day.. but still i enjoyed it!! haha feel kinda bad coz our group nv buy anything for darren. but cherin got his namecard. will send present over via dhl/fedex/ups haha think will miss the whole kayaking thing.. haiz..ate dinner with ht at novena fish n co. last time i went there was with ht, yt and andy on my birthday. treat them eat. how funny last time we used to treat each other during our birthdays.. haha i always eat fish n chips there while ht always eat seafood platter. haha went home early la. tired. tml gonna get shoulder ache again. haiz.
freedom in her soul at 11:04:00 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
kinda early today eh? haha pon school today. my legs pain like hell. can't even walk properly. no wonder pple say muz bite new shoes or esle they will bite u back. but i seriously can't imagine biting my shoes. it is a good thing that i nv go sch too. yest too tired to study for test and do hmwk. if i went either i will be (a)sleeping throughout lessons or (b)frantically copying my hmwk during lessons. anyway so here am i slacking at home, reading magazines and catching up on 2 days-worth of rest when i should be in school having *checks timetable* hmm.. lunchbreak (?!) well, erm.. at least i'm sort of following the timetable now.. the past 2 days had been TIRING.. i'm sure glad that we didnt go for the 2 star kayaking course in the march hols. or esle we would have to go for course 3 days IN A ROW. now i couldnt remember much that had happened. memory is just in bits and pieces..day 1report. a bit of theory. take new kayak - dancer, spray cover, buoyancy vest. embark. did capsize drills and rescue THE WHOLE DAY. i use to like capsize drill back in 1 star. but now capsize drill is such a chore. i like staying in the water but i hate GETTING into water. mind u, this time round we have those spray cover thingy which traps u inside the kayak. means u have to release the cover before releasing urself. plus the kayak is so CRAM! i have no prob with the cover but i ALWAYS get stuck inside the kayak. in the end i will have 1 leg in, 1 leg out. that will pretty much explain all the brusies on my knee and shin area. there is a new rescue- eskimo bow rescue which dun require u to do the wet exit thingy. u have to stay underwater, trapped, and wait for someone to rescue u. den place ur palms OVERgrip and push urself up. i can say i failed terribly for that coz i always panick underwater and do UNDERgrip instead. when it is undergrip it is impossible to recovery and i would panick even further instead of staying calm and changing the grip. more theory.day 2had a 12km expedition to loyang beach. i dunno why the kayak is called a dancer. maybe it meant graceful or sth but instead it keeps going in a zig-zag direction for mine. the journey to there was fine. but on the return journey i was damn shack. although could control the dancer better but no strength. reach back liao still have to do the eskimo rescue again. this time i could do the trial run but the actual thingy den panicked and cock up again. even though the instructor, darren, said everyone passed the thingy, i knew i would have failed if it was a real test. *disappointed* arms really weak and tired. even dropped the kayak on the way back. ppl may protray that it is okie and stuff but i know that they are thinking abt the asst ssc thingy which makes me even madder at myself. UrGh~ current situation: feets in pain, legs aching, fingers and arms weaken, shoulders and neck aching like hell. luckily no sunburn. tan but no burn. brain and heart dead.ya i know i complain a lot but it is my blog okie. just let me say wad i wanna say and dun ask me abt it.
freedom in her soul at 12:30:00 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
sleepy. miss call. 6.15 bus 28. 7.10 in school. sleepytiredsleepytired. oreo ice blended. gp essay outline. soccer match. bus 8. sleep. tpycc. stupid irriating. marina south streamboat. tpycc. ray's call. home. grad2 flute cert. blog. sleep. tired day.genting. btty syf. pw results. yawn.
freedom in her soul at 10:27:00 PM

my grade2 flute cert!! so proud.. aw... hahaha
freedom in her soul at 10:23:00 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i try to say goodbye
and i choke
try to walk away
and i stumble
though i try to hide it
it's clear
my world crumble when u are not here
it has nuthing to do with me
there is nuthing i can do
yet why i feel so guilty and responsible?
compromise - the art of cutting the cake and making everyone think that they've got the largest piece
goodbyes does not equate to zai jian
some goodbyes are forever..
freedom in her soul at 8:22:00 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
had odac orientation camp on fri and sat. very slack (for me) but tiring. lack of sleep and all. waited at under a void deck for 4 hours plus while waiting for groups to come. talked and crapped a lot with feiqin. a very funny and lame guy la. back to sch although i slept 4 hours, pretty much compared to others. had rockclimbing. belayed mostly la. but climbed once and failed miserably. so embarrasing. oh well. now my arms aching like hell. lucky tml not doing pe coz of the 4X400 thingy. on the bus back i sleep super deep. so soundly that i didnt even know when cherin got off the bus. hahaha that night went to airport to send my dad off to shandong. haiz everyone is anywhere but home recently. tim is at taiwan, dad at shandong, mum going taiwan soon too. me and my big bro is hardly at home anyway too. well.. that's that. can't wait for the next weekend. ya right.
freedom in her soul at 10:11:00 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005

[26.03.05] [kbox@cine]
freedom in her soul at 9:57:00 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
arms aching from yest. chem test today. tried solving the zest riddle thingy with liyana and lois. now stuck at level 7. saw xiong at tpy popular. he now hols le.. so good.. hahatired from everything~ haiz..
freedom in her soul at 11:18:00 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
ran 6 rounds and aerobics for pe today. so tiring esp the aerobics. today nice weather for running.. run till 5th rounds den rain haha. had 2 ex-tpjcians who came back to tell us more abt dentistry during bio lect. haha not surprising that not one tpjcian is in the course for the past 4 years. pls lor one cohort only got 35 students. compete with hcjc, rjc how to get in?! hahawent library during gp to do research for globalisation thingy. but instead went to this website http://zestriddle.fanzine.pl/ it is a site of those word riddles, lateral thinking thingy. so difficult! i will NOT recommend to pple who are busy or light-hearted. the pictures are erm.. sort of creepy. and turn off ur sound! lois, liyana and i spent 3 hours on it. and only manage to get from level 4 to level 6 out of 60 over levels! omg! i could had spend the 3 hours on my org. chem! hahahaha the most hilarious thing happened while we are solving the riddles. 3 of us were so transfixed by the image on the screen that we were kinda oblivious to our surroundings. suddenly someone near us sneezed pretty loudly and lois (haha sorry! not that i want to embarrass u but that i think it is just sOOoo funny!) got so shocked that she exclaimed "WAH LAO!!" super-duper loudly. i think the whole library could hear it or something. for a second everyone was silent, then all of us started laughing! hahahaha cannot stop ar!! i laughed till tears came but i'm not the only one lor. jialing and liyana also laugh till piengz.. really cannot stop sia.. joke of the year.. hahaodac meeting. meeting kinda fun la.. haha talked abt the camp etcetc den divert to talking abt ghostly sightings in school etc.. ooooww.. spinning out of control. again and again..
freedom in her soul at 10:30:00 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
went bugis. shopped around. bought this inital d keychain for my bro while ht bought his bro a prince of tennis keychain. feeling generous both of us. haha saw this levis jeans: dark colour with pink threading. cute! like that time i saw de guess jeans.. think will buy with jy next time we go out. haha! met up with ker. she wanna sign for broadband finally long time nv see her online liao.. hahawent orchard with jj. bought my top finally. only left one size haiz.. this week isnt a good week for shopping.. all the sizes dun have. for me , ht and jj also.. funny week ar? walked around a bit. had drinks at coffee club. the waiter is very nice. joke joke friend friend one. haha and somemore nv charge us the cake. so funny hahareached home. gave my bro the keychain. he seems to like it and say will put it with his new car key. haha that will finally be sth i bought for him that he actually uses it. -_- chat abt cars. i can't wait for his car to arrive. hmm actually i am more excited abt the ipod mini (haha) but it is the same rite?! hahatomorrow is coming so fast!! but at least i will be studying a lot more next week.. ^_*oh wait- odac orientation camp! haiz..
freedom in her soul at 11:50:00 PM

caramel & chocolate
freedom in her soul at 11:43:00 PM

the gang - (L to R) xiong, cm, ker, jh, zj, me, ht, zt at nydc!! love ya guys~
freedom in her soul at 11:42:00 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
was late today. i mean i was in sch! just 1 metre short from the courtyard den was considered late liao.. -_-" if that is not enuff, the discipline teachers still make us stand there for dunno how long for a spot check.. this female teacher/sth still say my ear studs..-_- waste my time to irritate me.. @#$% anyway had odac pt today. although it was very tiring, it was pretty fun haha had sca board meeting today.. changed the whole constitution.. should be better now ba.. not so involved or busy.. talked to ht, ker and amrit at mac before going home.. haha another week over liao.. haiz..
freedom in her soul at 1:31:00 AM