Monday, February 28, 2005
today is the release of o level results. he failed maths.. -_-.. haiz.. tutor till so xin ku still fail.. a bit sad and worried for him.. junyi is the 5N top student!! haha i knew it lor.. she ar.. haha but she fail english.. hAiz.. andy passed maths! haha finally! but he fail poa (which is okie la..) but i think he really did well. chat with him for a while. he said he is looking forward to our birthdays.. alamak still so lonG! haha anyway hope can go sailing togather! hahawent for the biological science ntu talk today.. hmm after the talk i feel i dun have as much a interest for it liao.. how? i think it is like kinda boring leh.. Haiz.. anyway it is still early to say for sure la.. hmm..i saw the twins in green! haha so you yuan..
freedom in her soul at 7:57:00 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
taurusyou may still be licking your wounds or making sure someone has been hurt. you also know that it involves a complex misunderstanding, so get to the crux of it before everything goes haywire.oh man help
freedom in her soul at 1:25:00 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
so many teachers absent today. mr aw took over mr choong's prac. can't stand his face. look so stupidly and spastic. mdm nora nv come also. so had 3 periods of break which was spent on peer tutoring session. more peer tutoring after sch. not bad la at least i am practising maths. haha.oh ya i failed maths test -DuH. had odac meeting.scolding from nordin. plan next week's activity. organise 2 star. well act gary had done everything liao. kinda guilty coz i'm the one suppose to do it. well.. handphone spoil. the vibration sth wrong. whole day lots of missed calls and messages. my cd player also sth wrong. cannot read disc. HAIZ.. had a wierd nice dream last night. but just when my fren (in the dream) is trying to tell me sth impt, i was awaken.. by someone callng me. at 6am. so i guess it is pretty jusifible that i ignore it and put on silent mode rite? i have to make so many excuses for u!! haiz..friday is coming yet i'm not looking forward to it. sad story..
freedom in her soul at 11:45:00 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
not a very good day either.. haha almost fell alslp during bio prac. practically counting down every 5 mins to freedom. attitude the pe teacher. ask for my name. ask lor. want to action only. like i'm scared of someone like HER. wah! i'm so rebellious. cannot stand myself. haha. anyway can't be bothered la. had this gp talk on 'wa' and peace by some lecturer from nus. had to copy his every slide to keep myself awake. den got this BiG scolding afterwards for being rude. coz pple go toilet, talk, sleep etc. well can't blame him. but can't blame the students as well. it is so dRy.. haiz.. jh reminded me that today is yuanxiaojie- chinese valentine's day. so happy CL vday! hahachoosing between hell or the deep blue sea. i'm seeing myself getting stuck to a trap. omg...
freedom in her soul at 10:25:00 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
so tired in school. having 2 periods of gp lessons at the begining of the day didnt help either. esp when we are giving presentations. so dry.. *yawn.. so restless! weather is a killer. so hot and sunny! this is the first time i see the grass in the field so miserable. it is almost like hay. when one sees greenery becomes yellowery, the mood also kinda affected.. anyway, skipped the art, design and media talk. too tired and lazy to stay back 3 hrs just to attend a 0.5hr talk. read finish 'p.s. i love you' oh man so nice.. very touching~ i cried dunno how many times (or is it my perspiration? haha not funny -_-) haiz..cannot stand the weather! switch on the aircon and i have sinus. switch off den very hot and stuffy.. soultion? switch on and off every half hr.. haiz.. and i tot it is supposed to be spring?? can u imagine summer? haizHaizHAIZ..
freedom in her soul at 10:30:00 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
had a bad start to morning. was late for sch. fail maths test. pissed off by the bio lecturer. went bedok to eat with lois, sherry and meifeng. walked around. each of us (except) lois bought cds. haha i bought stefanie's album. but will be back for wanglihong or taoze's. muAhaha. went back sch only to find out the NIE talk had been postponed. #%&@... read vanessa's bk on bus. sadsad a bit. saw nuntini (erm..) on bus. woah.. long time no see. massaging my blue-black. pain sia..btw happy birthday cm! *hmm..
freedom in her soul at 11:26:00 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
feels like: my brain's deteched from my head. my limbs are rubbermy nose is a tap..no. i WISHED my nose is a tap. den at least i can turn it off. hate sunday afternoons. stayed in bed all afternoon. can't do anything esle without sneezing and blowing my nose every few seconds. my god. this sinus is killing me. literally. the funny thing is that it is most serious only when i'm at home. is that a sign or wad. haha.. anyway got maths test tml. now also no mood to study liao. but if fail gotta go remedial. haiz.o'lvl results coming out this friday. wonder how he will do...
freedom in her soul at 10:27:00 PM
ex-btyians note!there will be a bbq gathering on 11 march (friday) at 6.30pm, in bty, organised by student council alumni and bty alumni for ex-btyians and current sec4s. each person $5. there will be lots of fun things la. interested contact karene or jiayu. pls help pass around too.well.. science without religion is lame. religion without science is blind. -quotation from a book of quotations in sch library. haha i was bored la..
freedom in her soul at 12:33:00 AM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
sca meeting. have to plan some bbq thingy. went to watch chingay with karene. stand (almost) in front of ht for so long yet she cannot see us! haha in the end had to get attention of her fren instead. saw a lot of my frens involved. looks fun. didnt really get to see the performance as we are standing at the wrong place. think i saw xiong though. his back view la. haha but can't believe he is inside. the action so funny. haha. anyway we left after that. so tired. went shopping at flash n splash. saw changrong. went to eat at mos. walked round looking for the damn exit out of taka. tired. decided to straighten my hair during march hols. haha. so pissed off this morning by some hypocrites. haiz-wadever.anyway skipped sca meeting with btty alumni to watched constantine yest. one word-NICE! full of dark humour. a bit confusing but good effects. walked around orchard towers. see the nightlife. kinda.. erm.. eye-opener. ice mocha at coffee club. played pool at monstercue. kinda addicted to it again. haha.lots of work to do. haiz so tired. tml la.
freedom in her soul at 11:52:00 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
skip the learning journey thingy for the stamania. although the teams that particpated are very few (esp the girls) but still very eventful and fun. haha some of the guy teams are very good! they completed the giant ladder in 1 min plus lor! all solo de.. think the girls find the high elements a bit 'challenging'. they cry and scream on the structures.. hmm a bit kua zhang lor.. no doubt it is very scary but i seriously dun think crying will be of much help. therefore i applaud the badminton j1s. *yEa! haha although the whole event didnt end off very well with the sportsmenshipless-rockclimber thingy, overall it is very fun!! so funny! the ics guys and the swinging incident.. haha cat, zheeloong and i were swinging on the giant ladder when cat went overboard and fell backwards and was dragged along. i know it is very bad of us to laugh but the scene is sOOooo FuNNY! haha zheeloong and i laughed till piengz! haha now i recall still laughing.. hahatoo bad we didnt have enuff time to try out the stations.. i wanna try the temple pole although i know i surely cannot make it. but it looks challenging! haiz.. i wonder how's the learning journey? everytime.. everytime i see/hear about anything abt * i feel so angry.. and betrayed.. i just cannot help it.
freedom in her soul at 11:29:00 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
i ate ink. G-tech black ink. horrible. eerk. wasted my refill. long story dun ask. sad story. =(
freedom in her soul at 12:30:00 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
haha! happy vDaY! so fun! i'm glad everyone like the keychains and flowers! haha received sweets and cookies from my friends too! totally like to see everyone exchanging gifts and stuff. although dun need any special occasions to do so but still it is fun to see the whole school, pple on the streets with gifts etc.. haha! ate lunch with lois, meifeng and sherry at s11 den went to meet andy at tm. (kinda ps my friends.. so paiseh abt that..) he wanted to pass me sth he got from thailand before meeting yt. everyone was looking at him lor! why? coz he was carrying a big bouquet of flowers and a helium balloon. haha i walk beside him also very paiseh. he was so nervous (and paiseh) about seeing yt later that he hands are shaking! hahahaha i laughed at him for dunno how long lor.. haha anyway went back sch for odac meeting. gave out all the flowers. kinda excited abt the stamania on wed too! haha watched desperate housewives! haha today happy day.... but there is still hmwk.. RaTs..
freedom in her soul at 10:59:00 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
spent my whole weekend making valentine gifts for my sch pple. haha kinda loking forward to tomorrow although i dun have any SpEciAL plans.. haha but just wanna give out all the gifts.. kinda excited! haha anyway it is friendship week afterall rite.. haha but kinda neglected my hmwk and it is piling up liao.. haiz.. guess i am still in the holiday mood ba.. have to drag myself back to stuDy mode! haiz.. anyway, happy valentine's day! haha sad story..oh ya go watch 'i do i do' not much story buuut damn funny! esp the dialect parts haha!a is for angmotan, b is for baluku, c is for c-kuay! hahaha
freedom in her soul at 10:45:00 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
tml still gotta go back to sch.. sucky rite.. haha anyway tml is celerations so shld be pretty slacky.. anyway my cny can use one word to describe - SiAn.. haha this year no angbaos no visitings.. why? coz my granddad pass away last year so cannot collect. okie this muz be the 7th time i am explaining this. and dun ask why either- i dunno?! haha so i practically sit at home and stone. somemore on the 1st day i fell sick! got swollen eyes coz too heaty or sth.. 2nd day better la still got go my grandma place. but also go there and stone. till this cousin ask me play with her. 5 yr-old are full of imagination i guess.. make believe a lot of stuff and of coz i have to play along with her also la. kinda like a kindergarden teacher.. and ironically, i was dressed like one also.. 3/4 skirt and stuff.
feel kinda squimish.. my room is bug-infested!!!! help!
freedom in her soul at 11:40:00 PM

reunion lunch (080205)
freedom in her soul at 11:11:00 PM

reuion dinner @ crystal jade (050205)
freedom in her soul at 11:07:00 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
happy lunar new year! long awaited one too.. think i need a break from sch. haha but it just seem like any other occasions. my family is not realli into the whole family-reuion thingy. we are just kinda in a world of our own. liken strangers who just happens to live in the same house. haha aNyWaY! had reuion lunch today with the gang! love them!! took photos, neoprints, the guys shop around, the gers people-watched. haha saw a number of tpjcians-most of them whom skipped sch. haha! actually there is nuthing much in sch too. only the cls deco thingy den maths tutorial which i also nv pay attention to. haha went home pretty early coz the gers have to prepare for their families' reuion dinners. maybe going chinatown later. kinda sucidial with all the crowd and stuff. ht's already there with her cousins. haha
had just been offered an orange by my mum. okie maybe this year things will get better. haha
Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times ten but you just got in the way
freedom in her soul at 1:27:00 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
slacked during lessons. watch some horrible + sad show abt concentration camps during gp. went out to eat with lois, meifeng and sherry. talked alot on *ahem stuff. haha! all of us want to gai pian xing xiang. haha.. went home. napped. dinner at nooch with ht, ker and dwane. found out that other schools have to watch the sad movie too. shopping. went kbox. shuwen came. sang till 0130. took taxi home. meeting again today for our tuan yuan fan! and more shopping. i'm becoming a spendthrift.
"dun talk to me abt ____ coz it will just make me angry. that not because i do a lot but because they dun." duncareduncareduncare
note to self: do not go out with him on a crazy mood.
freedom in her soul at 2:43:00 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
paiseh to the core! made a HuGe mistake! OmG! things becoming more and more luan liao.. hope eveything ends here! argh..
freedom in her soul at 1:56:00 AM