sat
had sca meeting. kinda tired of all the stuff liao.. when we going to step down?! haiz.. ate tie ban shao with ht, cm and zj. walked around, take neoprint den go coffee bean sit.. like long time nv all of us come out liao. haha cny go eat tuan yuan fan! haha
met cy before going home..
"ni zhi dao ma?" "wo bu zhi dao!" "ni zhen de bu zhi dao?!?" "she mo?? wo zhen de bu zhi dao! ni jiang la!" "...."
like i believe.. treat me like a fool.. so stupid of me to go to him for help. twice somemore..
*sad, disappointed, madden, angered*
today
napped the whole day.. dunno wad's wrong.. feel so tired..
read lifestyle today -your stars
taurus
"the stars suggest that it is time to rid yourself of deadwood. this includes emotional issues and you might need to be forceful and direct. it may sound self-centered, but then you are going through big chances."
oh man...
on a lighter note: congrats ht!! congrats ker!! haha
had sca meeting. kinda tired of all the stuff liao.. when we going to step down?! haiz.. ate tie ban shao with ht, cm and zj. walked around, take neoprint den go coffee bean sit.. like long time nv all of us come out liao. haha cny go eat tuan yuan fan! haha
met cy before going home..
"ni zhi dao ma?" "wo bu zhi dao!" "ni zhen de bu zhi dao?!?" "she mo?? wo zhen de bu zhi dao! ni jiang la!" "...."
like i believe.. treat me like a fool.. so stupid of me to go to him for help. twice somemore..
*sad, disappointed, madden, angered*
today
napped the whole day.. dunno wad's wrong.. feel so tired..
read lifestyle today -your stars
taurus
"the stars suggest that it is time to rid yourself of deadwood. this includes emotional issues and you might need to be forceful and direct. it may sound self-centered, but then you are going through big chances."
oh man...
on a lighter note: congrats ht!! congrats ker!! haha
freedom in her soul at 10:58:00 PM
ht, cm, zj and me!~ our 'cls' outing.. hahaha
freedom in her soul at 10:25:00 PM
Friday, January 28, 2005
wed
pretty much flunk my bio spa sian.. forgot all the stuff that i am suppose to write.. freak lor.. i got study somemore lor.. went out to eat with lois, sherry, jialing, jesline and meifeng. walkwalk around tm and cs.. ^_^ odac amazing race.. station master with lihui at tp bus interchange coz nessa went home early as she was sick.. pple suppose to take photos with strangers.. so hot and tiring.. but had fun la.. taught cy maths after odac.. so long nv see him liao! but he still the same la.. jj came after i was almost about to go.. so wierd liao.. hmm..
thur
pretty much the usual sch stuff.. there is sth in the atmosphere that i couldn't desribe.. like the air around me is very dense. or sth.. i dunno. this hasn't been a very good week.. haha
di di di da di di do do, diii da di di do! hamster song.. anyone heard before??
pretty much flunk my bio spa sian.. forgot all the stuff that i am suppose to write.. freak lor.. i got study somemore lor.. went out to eat with lois, sherry, jialing, jesline and meifeng. walkwalk around tm and cs.. ^_^ odac amazing race.. station master with lihui at tp bus interchange coz nessa went home early as she was sick.. pple suppose to take photos with strangers.. so hot and tiring.. but had fun la.. taught cy maths after odac.. so long nv see him liao! but he still the same la.. jj came after i was almost about to go.. so wierd liao.. hmm..
thur
pretty much the usual sch stuff.. there is sth in the atmosphere that i couldn't desribe.. like the air around me is very dense. or sth.. i dunno. this hasn't been a very good week.. haha
di di di da di di do do, diii da di di do! hamster song.. anyone heard before??
freedom in her soul at 1:32:00 AM
in the toliet.. (very nice rite?! muaHaha)
freedom in her soul at 1:05:00 AM
then at the escalator..
freedom in her soul at 1:04:00 AM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
so tired.. tml bao arms ache.. but at least i completed the belay school! yeA! but i still cannot reach the top! haiz.. the most i climbed halfway den slipped off or too tired.. haha ya i noe.. weak la.. so peifu jinwei, lishuang and faris.. had meeting after the course.. reach home only at 9.30 with gastric pain.. dunno wad happened to my lunch.. all the glucose and glycogen gone missing.. speaking of bio terms tml got bio spa! haven really studied.. spend the time in library talking to jialing, weijian and khaiyuen. now feel so sleepy.. still got maths assignment to do.. Haiz..
if ThAt wasn't call attracting attention, i dunno wad it is.. but not my busniess anyway. they got it all wrong. things dun seem the way it is. but they wun know anyway.
nobody told me we only had one chance.. if only we could live twice..
if ThAt wasn't call attracting attention, i dunno wad it is.. but not my busniess anyway. they got it all wrong. things dun seem the way it is. but they wun know anyway.
nobody told me we only had one chance.. if only we could live twice..
freedom in her soul at 10:35:00 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
me and ht! ( now w/o ker haha) [patternS a lot]
freedom in her soul at 6:51:00 PM
nice?!
freedom in her soul at 6:50:00 PM
me and ker (w/o ht haha)
freedom in her soul at 6:49:00 PM
kinda crazy today. think i have a bit sore throat because i laughed too much today. haha! it is a riot trying to do project with lois and liyana. we laughed so much inside the library i think we disturbed everyone. even the fierce librarian also stared at us as we laughed our way out. haha! even before i can peacefully reach outside, i tripped over someone's bag and laughed even more.. MuaHahA - oh sore throat liao..
so tired! only slept 3 and half hours yest.. talk on the phone and do the chem thingy. but also nv hand in! *angered.. slept in the bus like can imitate aloysius sleeping in lectures. hmm can imagine very bu ya guan. but at least i nv drooL.. haha
anyway, today's meiFeNg's birthday! happy birthday! haha the girls bought her a pencil box.. surely very useful haha!
any-anyway! congrats to HwEetEnG for making it to the bouldering finals!! haha JiAyou Ar! Sistas supporting u~ Heex..
[[do hmwk revise do hmwk revise.. hmm later got desperate hsewives. ArGh! do hmwk study revise...]]
so tired! only slept 3 and half hours yest.. talk on the phone and do the chem thingy. but also nv hand in! *angered.. slept in the bus like can imitate aloysius sleeping in lectures. hmm can imagine very bu ya guan. but at least i nv drooL.. haha
anyway, today's meiFeNg's birthday! happy birthday! haha the girls bought her a pencil box.. surely very useful haha!
any-anyway! congrats to HwEetEnG for making it to the bouldering finals!! haha JiAyou Ar! Sistas supporting u~ Heex..
[[do hmwk revise do hmwk revise.. hmm later got desperate hsewives. ArGh! do hmwk study revise...]]
freedom in her soul at 6:10:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
went shopping. love the roxy shirt! need to buy bottoms though. saw lots of pple. saw lots of trans-sexuals - one even grab his/her own 'boobs'. shocked and amazed. damn crowded. feet tired. love shopping. addicted to it.
shopping anyone? ^_^
keep give excuses.. dun blame me! i'm just .. confused.. wad are u leading me to?
dun bother me.. i am sleep walking..
shopping anyone? ^_^
keep give excuses.. dun blame me! i'm just .. confused.. wad are u leading me to?
dun bother me.. i am sleep walking..
freedom in her soul at 1:59:00 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
// getting lamer by the day // singing all the oldies + commericals // laughing unnecessay // fidgeting 20 min before each lesson ends // sleeping on bus 28 // napping every afternoon after reading newspapers // chionging hmwk at the eleventh hour.. literally //
w e l c o m e t o m y l i f e . . .
happy hari raya haji! haha finally a break from all the routines.. maybe going shopping later.. with? hmm.. or maybe go meet jj.. or the unthinkable - stay at home do hmwk. -nah- as if ThAt will happen.. haiz.. so slack.. wad am i gonna do with myself?! haha
reminder to oneself: do not try too hard.. just let everything run on its own..coz everything will gonna be alright in the end.. but even if things dun go ur way, dun give up.. it is bad to give up on ur dreams, worse to give up on ur frens..
w e l c o m e t o m y l i f e . . .
happy hari raya haji! haha finally a break from all the routines.. maybe going shopping later.. with? hmm.. or maybe go meet jj.. or the unthinkable - stay at home do hmwk. -nah- as if ThAt will happen.. haiz.. so slack.. wad am i gonna do with myself?! haha
reminder to oneself: do not try too hard.. just let everything run on its own..coz everything will gonna be alright in the end.. but even if things dun go ur way, dun give up.. it is bad to give up on ur dreams, worse to give up on ur frens..
freedom in her soul at 2:53:00 AM
Monday, January 17, 2005
it's confrimed. it's positive. it's final. i GET it now..
u noe that kind of feeling?
the bitter-sour taste inside?
the kind that makes u feel so small.. so helpless..
"i feel like a lemon.. "
i really miss the days when things are simplier..
u noe that kind of feeling?
the bitter-sour taste inside?
the kind that makes u feel so small.. so helpless..
"i feel like a lemon.. "
i really miss the days when things are simplier..
freedom in her soul at 9:32:00 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
missed the btty cca day.. feel so gulity.. afterall i pRoMisEd them i will go.. stupid jj.. curse me sick den i really sick.. now my stomach still feels kinda wierd.. wonder what i ate wrong.. tml going for the tidalwave fund raising thingy.. anyone free pls stop by bedok and do ur part! haha..
cooked dinner with my bro today. it was both scary and hilarious. we were like so ji shou ya jiao.. can imagine the scene in the kitchen.. i was like "argh! why u throw the wrapper on top of the egg!?" and he was like "no! not cut like this!" all the while.. wun be surprise if we end up with food poisoning.
still trying to catch up with my schwork haiz..
i saw ur that expression.
politics of the real world.
beware. two can play the same game.
oh ya! anyone for sailing and windsurfing courses?! my bro, his frens and i going for windsurfing on 5-6 mar (tentatively) hmm but i think i am more into sailing.. windsurfing seems scary.. have to balance on the thingy.. fall down how?! erm.. AnywAy, interested tell me before mon. thx~
cooked dinner with my bro today. it was both scary and hilarious. we were like so ji shou ya jiao.. can imagine the scene in the kitchen.. i was like "argh! why u throw the wrapper on top of the egg!?" and he was like "no! not cut like this!" all the while.. wun be surprise if we end up with food poisoning.
still trying to catch up with my schwork haiz..
i saw ur that expression.
politics of the real world.
beware. two can play the same game.
oh ya! anyone for sailing and windsurfing courses?! my bro, his frens and i going for windsurfing on 5-6 mar (tentatively) hmm but i think i am more into sailing.. windsurfing seems scary.. have to balance on the thingy.. fall down how?! erm.. AnywAy, interested tell me before mon. thx~
freedom in her soul at 10:37:00 PM
Monday, January 10, 2005
finally start of the official timetable le.. in another words.. NO MORE SLACKING! haha oh man.. can predict late nights, work piling up, never ending tests and revisions.. haiz..
had a pretty long talk to lois and sherry about our ccas while waiting for them to start.. after reflecting much, i guess i had really gave up trying. maybe it is better to let things be the way it is and instead of hoping for things to happen, just accept wadever that comes.. hmm.. kinda miss my sec sch band anyway.. miss having goosebumps whenever the music reach the climax, the emotional feelings during the slow second movement and having 'battle buddies' beside all the while.. this friday's the btty's cca day. maybe i should have join in for the concert.. haha
sitting by myself in the corner, trying to keep myself busy.. that is what i do best.
had a pretty long talk to lois and sherry about our ccas while waiting for them to start.. after reflecting much, i guess i had really gave up trying. maybe it is better to let things be the way it is and instead of hoping for things to happen, just accept wadever that comes.. hmm.. kinda miss my sec sch band anyway.. miss having goosebumps whenever the music reach the climax, the emotional feelings during the slow second movement and having 'battle buddies' beside all the while.. this friday's the btty's cca day. maybe i should have join in for the concert.. haha
sitting by myself in the corner, trying to keep myself busy.. that is what i do best.
freedom in her soul at 9:37:00 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
mari mari mario! haha see ht! it's still in good condition.. haha
freedom in her soul at 5:57:00 PM
haha change the skin again.. pple muz be thinking why my skins are always so sad etc but i like the plain and simple design and dun u think the character is very cute meh?!?! okie should be doing some hmwk.. SiAn!!! waH!~
there is always a part of friendship in every relationship
freedom in her soul at 5:52:00 PM
overslept for the odac meeting.. oppz.. haha too tired from the orientation night the night before.. haha it was very fun! even though i'm not ogl i still enjoyed it very much! everyone is so high lor! esp when the band were playing. everyone was like on their feet forming those chains thingy and running around and cheering like mad! the odacians were so high and crazy lor! after the og nite the we went for dinner/supper at mac. saw mjc odacians too den the whole mac is like full with odac members.. haha so funny
went out to eat cartel with my friends. saw my bro and his gf (finally.. haha). it was like so gan ga yet funny. saw his expression turn from :D to =S den =I ... (wEll, it's not like i wanna see him too..) AnYWaY, sat around.. talked.. walk around before heading back. saw quite a lot of pple today.. yongquan, tongliang, wenyao at orchard. xiwen, yuting, felix at tpy. seeing xiwen, it makes me think about my friendships with my secsch friends.. i really treasure u guys!! haha..
oh ya! saw that levis guy! me and ht sat outside to bi-o him. haha hmm i'm really into tall guys.. muahaha!
looking at ht's mari mari marimo aka algae ball.. accidentally took it home. dunno why but feel like laughing when i see the ball go round and round as i turn the bottle. like very funny yet stupid. hahaha! think i'm crazy.
one day perhaps we will walk pass each other with years of friendship at the back of our minds.. turning back only to see the retreating back of someone who shared the ups and downs of ur life with u..
freedom in her soul at 2:10:00 AM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
oDaC endau rompin trip.. memories + memories..
freedom in her soul at 10:18:00 PM
one of the waterfalls.. nice?
freedom in her soul at 10:17:00 PM
at the HQ there.. dinning place
freedom in her soul at 10:16:00 PM
the darkest hour of the night comes just before the dawn
when we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too
other ming yan from the book.. haha
freedom in her soul at 10:03:00 PM
still pretty much in the holiday mood.. haha now sch is still pretty slacky and lots of pple around in sch coz of the orientation thingy.. a bit chaotic but fun! haha had math test today.. surely fail de la.. haha but still have to retake.. and retake.. damn sian lor.. haha
cannot sleep at night.. i always 2-3am den mangae to sleep.. den in the morning will be supper tired.. today somemore late! i haven attend any flag raising since sch starts.. the gates closed 5 min earlier lor! very purposely rite?! i always 7.30am on the dot reach de lor.. *humph* den have to wake up extra 15 min liao!! HoW?!?! haiz.. now still not sleepy.. think i go study bio.. haha
at a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us. and our lives become controlled by fate. that's the world's greatest lie. -the alchemist paulo coelho
freedom in her soul at 12:52:00 AM
Monday, January 03, 2005
1st day of school! one word to descibe all feelings - haiz.. haha still very upset about not being a ogl.. but very glad to see all my friends haha! got xmas present from vanessa!! thanks girl! heez.. anway it is so funny to see all the 1st intake, no beattians though (no one will be so lame to travel so far except us.. haha), all wearing diff uniforms.. some look toot, got quite a lot bengs and lians, a number private students, some look piantai (haha).. not say got shuai de la.. haven see properly yet also.. haha but at least they are all tall! hahaha!
had odac meeting after sch. 1st time see everyone-16 of us- present.. kinda touching in a way.. hahaha! anyway have to plan for activities liao again.. sian.. haha most imptly hope we, i mean EvEryONE, can have fun lor..
all the tests coming up.. one word- SIAN!!!!! haha
so sAD! the only nice foodstall in tpjc change pple! now qi fan also not nice liao.. HOW?!
ohya finally talk to him liao.. always pretend like dunno each other de.. haha!
she is lonely.. so is he.. wandering around.. pretending to be busy.. but actually craving for someone to talk to.. i totally understand that feeling.
freedom in her soul at 10:09:00 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
haha sch starts tml.. scared.. hmwk haven do! shit.. freakin' tests so much.. die.. still have to prepare cca day.. haha wish me good luck!
freedom in her soul at 9:50:00 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
yoz! ht ker and shu wen in the hse! ht hse of coz.. haha here to study! but now i think everyone is stoning and sleepyy. haha anyway dt yk btrg dtktjgy-->ht anyhow type de.. trying to waste my space only.. -_-..haha okie better go off before she destroy my blog.. haha!! see ya 2005!
freedom in her soul at 1:42:00 AM
happy new year!!!
haha end of 2004, the begining of 2005..
hmm the last year had its share of ups and downs.. although i think there is more downs den ups.. NEVERTHELESS, it had been a good year.. entered a jc.. set up the sca.. join ohfourASSohfive.. join OdAc.. StReSs.. FreNs.. LoVe.. FamiLY.. ExAmS.. ScHoOLwk..blah..
opps! gotta go now. ht just called. gotta go her hse liao! haha for wad? -->do hmwk! haha wad a way to spend the new year.. haha anyway hope this year will be better den the last! hahaha
haha end of 2004, the begining of 2005..
hmm the last year had its share of ups and downs.. although i think there is more downs den ups.. NEVERTHELESS, it had been a good year.. entered a jc.. set up the sca.. join ohfourASSohfive.. join OdAc.. StReSs.. FreNs.. LoVe.. FamiLY.. ExAmS.. ScHoOLwk..blah..
opps! gotta go now. ht just called. gotta go her hse liao! haha for wad? -->do hmwk! haha wad a way to spend the new year.. haha anyway hope this year will be better den the last! hahaha
freedom in her soul at 1:35:00 AM
