Wednesday, July 28, 2004
haha can't stop smiling and grinning ^____^ haha guess why? well... i MAY be (80%) going to tyoko, japan nxt friday! haha ya serious! next week there will be a 5 day holiday due to the national day holidays! act. my bro and mum wanna go thailand before my bro starts school.. den last min the travel group not enuff pple so it is cancelled. in the end, they offer this japan trip and they signed on.. den they say since i got so long hols so i get to go also lor! haha but still dunno can go or not coz that day got bio pract! argh! i dun wanna miss it but for the sake of travelling i will try to mke up ba.. even my parents say if have to fake it and say i m sick, they will write a letter for me.. hmm.. but i guess i will ask the new bio cher for a makeup 1st ba.. i would have to make sth up.. hehX... dun worri i will buy things back for u all ^____________^
freedom in her soul at 8:58:00 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
so tired.. i just finished evaluting a book.. still got my individual feedback yet to be completed.. lois is so gonna get angry.. haha but i dun think i am able to contiune today le.. realli cannot think up of lies.. 1st time lying becomes so difficult.. this pw drivn me crazy.. now i have this crazy idea to just give it up and anyhow do but like all the things i wana run away from, i can't. well jut gotta learn how to deal with it liao.. ^_- despite saying this like a hundred time (really), i am gonna tell myself this again. take control of your life!!!~ (101) i can't lose to myself and i wun.. *brave smile* haiz.. wadever
feel like saying more but dunno how to pharse them. i muz be tired.tml will be better..
dun love for the wrong reaons
freedom in her soul at 12:36:00 AM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
okie i haven been updating often again.. obviously u all have been sick of seeing the ohmanohman thingy.. haha.. so wad's the special occasion that finally made me blog? ans: i am so damn stressed!! haha dunno why but just suddenly start feeling lots of things at one time.. too fast too much that i can't even pinpoint them out.. hmm let mi try..
-so busy! the PW, hmwk blah blah.. the PW tai guo fen le!! so much things to do!! today just went library to find some books coz i dun have any source.. i borrowed one but i still dun understand where to extract the info.. -_-" den next week still got test (maths)!! den i still have to organise a meeting for SCA.. (when will everyone be free?!) (almaka haven type minutes and agenda yet!!) =S
-the odac post thingy.. still feeling..(haiz).. wondering if it is a blessing or curse..
-i am seriously broke (again) even my bank only have $42 plus.. pathetic?
tell u.. having anyone of the following is bad enough.. yet i have all 3~
haiz.. nvm tml will be a better day.. haha
i wanna escape, run away from here
i wanna scream, make sure everyone can hear
i wanna fly, feel the air under my wings
i wanna believe, what tomorrow can bring
i wanna.. i wanna..
but- i can't..
i can't escape.scream.fly.believe
without destroying myself..
freedom in her soul at 11:53:00 PM